so... I haven't posted anything in a while. Once again I don't know where to start.
Okay. So.
The weekend before this one... On Saturday Josie asked me to this house party her friends freind (Chelsea) was having. We met up in town with Rowan, Ethan, Ethan 2, Aaron, and two other guys, i'm useless with names haha. We went to Sainsbury's and the guys bought a 10 pack of cider and we walked to the house which was right by my old school. I didn't actually know anyone at the party but it was all good because everyone got drunk and it didn't really matter if you were friends with any of them. I don't know how, because we didn't have much to drink but me and Josie were kind of wasted... Hmm. Oh yeah at 12 Josie had to go home because it was her mum's birthday the next day and I... Well couldn't stay over her house for that some reason and I had missed my bus so I stayed the night at that Chelsea girl's house. After Jo got herself a taxi, me, Ara, Faisal and this guy Ben all went to Mc'Donalds. It was a creepy way man haha. At mc donlads we met Rosie and Louise and that was nice, we hugged al ot, oh how i love everyone when i'm tipsy, its funny. Anyhow we got back to the house and the rest of the night I was on the sofa, cuddling with, Ben. I got a little bored so we I started dancing with everyone (apparently, according to someone I dance funny- my mind does not believe this) and around five I fell asleep on the couch, held by big strong arms that I did not know, in a strange house, in my coat and shoes. I woke up at nine and everyone was still asleep, I quietly got my stuff, and left. That Sunday was boring yano, I only remember being cold on my to the bus and having no cigarettes left.
That week was kindof blunt, I dont remember much of it but I know I cut my fringe, it is now straight. I did a photo shoot for Photography and fell behind in all my school work- I hadn't been that unmotivated in a while... Friday was shit for me, I started crying in college in front of Pippa and Ashleigh at lunch, which was shameful because I don't usually cry in front of people, its sucky. So then I went home, and oh I cant remember what I did, but it was boring. At like eight I went to Shisha with Josephine, Rhi, Jamila, Caitlin, Rowan, arman, Ara and Liam. That day Rhi's house was free so we were allowed to sleep down her's, so we left shisha around eleven. The whole evening I managed to forget about my bad mood, just kind pushed it away but then it came back when we got to Rhi's house. I wanted to get drunk so badly but we didn't so I spent the whole night crying to myself on the sofa while my lovers were having fun singing along to music, dancing, tweeting and what not. I think I sorta ruined the evening for them but I just couldn't help but cry. Real bad. Like tears all over my face, red eyes sort of crying, I seriously felt so stupid I wish I went to the bathroom and cried it all out, but oh well... Saturday was beautiful, so sunny! I went home, changed into my sundress, showered, got my film essay book and me and my mum went to the Blockbuster to borrow some horrors which me Rhi and Jo were going to watch over her house that evening. I went to the library finished my essay and went to Josephine's house. We ordered a pica and made a bucket list of things to do in summer. We didn't watch the horror's though which was sad because I left them on the bus on Sunday! Terrible because they were rented films and were due that day, thankfully I got them all back yesterday.
Also me and Ben were supposed to meet up and go around St Mellons because he lives right by Tesco, which is 10 mins walk from my house, but we didn't go because he had maths (HA) so he asked me when I was free and I just said that 'I dont know' even though... Well, I AM free, like every evening... What can I do, I want to be free, I love being single. The boy was on my head for a couple of days and it just got on my nerves. I don't want to spend so much time thinking about a guy especially in my age. I'd prefer to have a heartbreak when Im older (:
Today I was super motivated to get ll my work done so I went to library and started working on my photography sketchbook and finished my media homework. Yey, go me. I will put up some photographs I have, when I get to my other computer (:
oh yeah,my hair's pink! haha the whole of my head, I look like a big, yummy piece of candy floss. Arnisa said I belong in a Katy Perry video -_- put me off big time..... i dislike katy perry big time.
Okay. So.
The weekend before this one... On Saturday Josie asked me to this house party her friends freind (Chelsea) was having. We met up in town with Rowan, Ethan, Ethan 2, Aaron, and two other guys, i'm useless with names haha. We went to Sainsbury's and the guys bought a 10 pack of cider and we walked to the house which was right by my old school. I didn't actually know anyone at the party but it was all good because everyone got drunk and it didn't really matter if you were friends with any of them. I don't know how, because we didn't have much to drink but me and Josie were kind of wasted... Hmm. Oh yeah at 12 Josie had to go home because it was her mum's birthday the next day and I... Well couldn't stay over her house for that some reason and I had missed my bus so I stayed the night at that Chelsea girl's house. After Jo got herself a taxi, me, Ara, Faisal and this guy Ben all went to Mc'Donalds. It was a creepy way man haha. At mc donlads we met Rosie and Louise and that was nice, we hugged al ot, oh how i love everyone when i'm tipsy, its funny. Anyhow we got back to the house and the rest of the night I was on the sofa, cuddling with, Ben. I got a little bored so we I started dancing with everyone (apparently, according to someone I dance funny- my mind does not believe this) and around five I fell asleep on the couch, held by big strong arms that I did not know, in a strange house, in my coat and shoes. I woke up at nine and everyone was still asleep, I quietly got my stuff, and left. That Sunday was boring yano, I only remember being cold on my to the bus and having no cigarettes left.
That week was kindof blunt, I dont remember much of it but I know I cut my fringe, it is now straight. I did a photo shoot for Photography and fell behind in all my school work- I hadn't been that unmotivated in a while... Friday was shit for me, I started crying in college in front of Pippa and Ashleigh at lunch, which was shameful because I don't usually cry in front of people, its sucky. So then I went home, and oh I cant remember what I did, but it was boring. At like eight I went to Shisha with Josephine, Rhi, Jamila, Caitlin, Rowan, arman, Ara and Liam. That day Rhi's house was free so we were allowed to sleep down her's, so we left shisha around eleven. The whole evening I managed to forget about my bad mood, just kind pushed it away but then it came back when we got to Rhi's house. I wanted to get drunk so badly but we didn't so I spent the whole night crying to myself on the sofa while my lovers were having fun singing along to music, dancing, tweeting and what not. I think I sorta ruined the evening for them but I just couldn't help but cry. Real bad. Like tears all over my face, red eyes sort of crying, I seriously felt so stupid I wish I went to the bathroom and cried it all out, but oh well... Saturday was beautiful, so sunny! I went home, changed into my sundress, showered, got my film essay book and me and my mum went to the Blockbuster to borrow some horrors which me Rhi and Jo were going to watch over her house that evening. I went to the library finished my essay and went to Josephine's house. We ordered a pica and made a bucket list of things to do in summer. We didn't watch the horror's though which was sad because I left them on the bus on Sunday! Terrible because they were rented films and were due that day, thankfully I got them all back yesterday.
Also me and Ben were supposed to meet up and go around St Mellons because he lives right by Tesco, which is 10 mins walk from my house, but we didn't go because he had maths (HA) so he asked me when I was free and I just said that 'I dont know' even though... Well, I AM free, like every evening... What can I do, I want to be free, I love being single. The boy was on my head for a couple of days and it just got on my nerves. I don't want to spend so much time thinking about a guy especially in my age. I'd prefer to have a heartbreak when Im older (:
Today I was super motivated to get ll my work done so I went to library and started working on my photography sketchbook and finished my media homework. Yey, go me. I will put up some photographs I have, when I get to my other computer (:
oh yeah,my hair's pink! haha the whole of my head, I look like a big, yummy piece of candy floss. Arnisa said I belong in a Katy Perry video -_- put me off big time..... i dislike katy perry big time.
Friday
Saturday
Sunday Morning, Waiting for a bus
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