Breaking routine

It's so light outside. It's midnight but I could see my own reflection in the darkly tainted windows in my garden. It's quite beautiful. The moon is huge, the cats are creeping around the corners of my garden and the bats are flying in circular motions whilst the smoke from my cigarette blows always chaotically. Good evening my friends, I'm having a very peaceful time, sitting in my own bed with standing on the bedside, listening to Lady Grinning Soul. I have become obsessed with Bowie in the past couple of months,so obsessed that I hardly listen to anything else, well apart from Velvet, The Doors and Sinatra.
To-day I woke up downstairs after a beautiful nights sleep with Louise and a cat by my side. MEOW.I don't have a cat no. Louise cycled down my house yesterday and got lost in the horrible tacky roads of St Mellons, and I cycled for rescue though the horrid winds. We did a lame ass quiz thing on her blog (which you should check out, it's awesome click here to read about the life of Louise Lawrence ). Got hungry so we cycled to Tesco and got the ingredients for a pasta Bolognese with bacon.

-Bolognese Sauce
-Pasta

-Onions

-Bacon

-Garlic

And BOOM! Mouthwatering.... I don't know how we managed to, but we put on Kill Bill on Netflix and watched the whole thing, it's a great film of course most Torantion's films are amazing. This is making me want to watch Pulp Fiction again... Anyway, we were so tired because the the night before we were dancing till about 4am, and then going down Morgs and watching some films. Yes that was on the morning of our sleepover day. I couldn't fall asleep at all when we finished Kill Bill, brain overheat I suppose.

But to-day was a great day. After Lou went home, I went to town with my family and we had a family meal out, and then just me and mum went to Diane's Vintage Boutique, got lots of things!



I don't have photos from today, or yesterday but I will pinch a couple of Louise's in my next post.

 The tale of Ewan passing out at 12am at a party. Too much Rum, sir, pirate sir?

 The tale of the sleeping cats and sleep-y aggie

Bed bed cosy bed, cant wait... 

My mums birthday present because I had no money.

My dad 

 

 

 Camera collection:)

Ewan's away in France with his dad's band for the weekend, they are coming back tomorrow, cant wait.
Tomorrow we are all going camping! Should be preparing and packing my tents and by bags but I don't even own a tent and every other girl is sleeping with their boyfriend. Great, well we'll see how it works and whether I'll be sleeping on bare ground fading into the colours of my mind. Should be an adventure.

Jaynie's birthday and another night at Full Moon

Drinking a cup of coffee before I leave my homey and warm house. It's Friday, and again we're going to the Full Moon. Skint. No money, no booze or anything else. It's my friend's Lloyd's 18th birthday and we're hopefully going to see all old friends from our high school which is exciting because we don't run into each other at all. I'm staying at Ewans tonight, again. It feels like I'm becoming a little dependent and I'm trying to see him a little less so that it seems more exciting when we do see each other. You know what I'm talking about, the stage in a relationship where you feel like routine has consumed you. It's probably because we both don't have any money and so most of the time we spend over his house, endlessly watching stuff.
On Wednesday I had my job interview in the morning, which was like five minutes long. I then went home to get changed and meet up with Josie and Louise in town. It was a typical Welsh rainy day and we were all broke, so we decided to take the advantage of our local arts culture and went to the Chapter Arts Centre, in Canton. There were two exhibitions going, both free and it was loads of fun. We then went to book Josie's tattoo but Frontier was closed and so they went to Morgans to watch Studio Ghiblis films and I went to Ewan's house because he had Jaynie. Later that night I changed my mind about going home because Lucy came over, we smoked a spliff and both of us went flyering with Jack and Ewan, after a Bon Jovi gig in Grangetown. We did fuck all to be honest, I've got about 200 flyers lying on my desk in my room! We ditched the flyering early and went and got kebabs, (well Ewan got me one) and we just got to his and watched Anotherhood.
Next day, yesterday, was Jaynie's birthday! She is now one years old the cutiepie. We all went to town and got birthday hats, snacks and booze for Jay (all except the booze). When we came back Ewan's dad Chris had prepared a buffet. We waited for Lauren, Jack and Lily to get there, had a nice meal and after Jay went to bed we all smoked up. It was genuinely really nice. I left Ewans around half 10 in the evening and fell asleep on the bus! So when I woke up I was on the other side of st mellons at 23.30 at night. Shitting my pants I rang ewan to stay on the phone with me, but then I saw Ben (a guy from ages ago, used to fancy him, this and that) and he walked with me to Tesco and I just popped on another bus, asking the driver to let me in for free cuz I only had a single ticket haha! So yeah, I got home and passed out on the sofa.
Turns out I didn't get that job in Argos, neither did I get the McDonald's customer care assistant vacancy! Wow, the other Mc'Donalds really must given me an awful reference just for not turning up for my last shift.
Okay, well that's it. I'm simultaneously having a fight with my brother whilst writing this post so its getting hard to concentrate. He's such a little disrespectful asshole, but I guess that's most twelve year olds! Sorry to end the post this way. Here I'll post you a load of pictures from the Pirate party for Joe's birthday after Ewan's gig.

Below is Joe and Abbie :)

Ollie

Goooley!

Ewan and Tim

wn the stairs while being passed out upstairs in the band room. Ooopsies

Lucieeeeee

Me and Dan

And some pictures from his band.

Tim, the guitarist.

Photo of me and Josie after the exhibition at Chapter:)

Me and Lucie at the gig.

 AND Jaynieeee! Betcha in a happy mood now, seeing this happy face haha :)

Saturday soberness

Last night me, the girls and the boys met up at Morgans for Sean's birthday. I didn't originally want to go, as I spent the whole day at home, drinking milkshakes and watching Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. After that I realized how boring it is to actually have nothing to do all day, so I phoned Josie, who was already getting ready and washed, threw on some clothes and left around 10pm. We went to the Full Moon, again! Yeah, dancing to dub step is getting old I seriously wish we went somewhere that played a different variety of music, maybe like Buffalo or Undertone. But yeah it was fun, but I got tired and left around 2. Me and Ewan stayed up till around 3.30 in the morning chatting and then finally went to bed.
I lost my passport aw gawd, yeah I think I left it in Argos, or just lost it, so I'll go down there in a bit. Seriously hope it's there! It would ruin so so much if  did actually lose it.
Today woke up at Ewans again, had coffee and together we went down to Cex to get a video game. Ewan wanted to talk to Theo form British Red Cross, so we went in there and had a little chat him and Barbara, who are now married and living together in a flat. I wanted to buy ice cream with my last pound of money that I had left. On our way back to his when crossing the bridge I wanted to see how a river would look upside down, because we've been talking about how cool the sea looks when you're lying upside down on a beach, in the sand and just pretending that the sky has waves and the land is blue with the odd white puff in it. So I lent over backwards and... It's not as cool as the sea, but I didn't really get a chance  to have a proper look because Ewan ruined it with his lets go triphead. But to be honest from past experience everything looks so much better upside down, I love just lying with my head handing out of my bed and pretending the ceiling is the floor.
Haha, so anyway..... We went back to his, where I am now, just chilling with Jay and Ewan, we might go to the park and walk Scruffy in a bit, so sunny outside woo!
I'll try and post some photos later- I'm thinking of challenging myself to do like a photo every day, and posting it on here every day. Sort of like a summer challenge. Could be quite interesting yeah?

Just a painting by Max Ernst I really like. Its so strangely wonderful.