18 March 2012

roses are red?

I was watching Kick Ass just now but because I'm watching it online it stopped loading halfway through, which was quite annoying because I was really into the film. Um,  yeah. So on Wednesday, this past week, after college I went to LRC and finished all my work, and then met up with Josephine and Rhi and we went to see Bel Ami which was quite, though I wouldn't say its the best movie... So yeah, on Thursday nothing interesting happened, just usual things. 
On Friday, when my school usually starts at 10am, and I can wake up considerably late, I had to wake up at 7am, because I needed to go to town to get money from my mum in order to be able to go out after college. So therefore I was in town at 8.30...  My college opens at 9.30 so I just got myself a metro, bought cigarettes and went to Starbucks, where I sat for about half an hour literally sleeping on the tables...
After college I met up with Josephine by St Davids Catholic College and she was feeling guilty and upset about things so we held hands and hugged all the way to the stop, aw bless. I hate guys, my friends make me wanna hate guys. They just simply play with our hearts and mess up our minds. Like for Rhi as well... This guy, oh okay,..... I'm going to stop! sorry... It just makes me angry.
Right, so we met up, went to her house started watching Friends, but then realized we only had a half an hour to get ready for this dress up- black and white party, to which only few people dressed up for... So we quickly got ready- I was an angel and Jo was a cat, but by the time we got to the party I took my halo off...
We got kind of wasted, i don't know how, once again, but yeah, from like three cans (faceofshame) and then um, Ben was there and um, I wasn't sure if I like him anymore at all, and now everyone was aware that there is a 'thing' going on, when there is NO thing really... And my dear friend Josephine shouted at him for talking to some girl because she thought he was trying to make me jealous, when I didn't feel any jealousy at all. Also the girl he was talking to was his best friend. And then afterwards he came up to me and said he didn't want to hurt my feelings and I felt so embarrassed because I had no idea what he was on about (see Jo only told me this in the morning). 
I don't know... And then Jo and Arron were both trying really hard to get us speaking, kissing and dancing and whatnot, and I just want to cringe because I feel like such an idiot, like I felt so stupid- it was so obvious they were trying to set us up... I just don't really feel anything for him, and I haven't liked anyone in a long long while, because every boy I get to know, becomes my friend and I just don't like hurting people's feelings, in case they get it wrong.
Anyway, we got a taxi at 11.30pm, to Josie's house and I stayed over. 
Today in the morning I did a little photo shoot with Jo in her room (it's basically about teenagers in their own environment-  bedrooms) and at around 12 we went to the museum to meet Arron and Ethan, because we were going to walk around and get some food. We went to a piercing place with Ethan because he was getting his upper ear pierced and then we went to this little arcade coffee shop and stayed there till like four talking.
So anyhow, here are pictures from yesterday...














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