A gray Sunday

Before I left London on the 27th of March, the local homeless man was sat outside New Cross Gate station begging. Last night upon my return back home, he was sat there all the same. It seemed as if nothing was changed, but then again, I got home feeling incredibly melancholy, in hopes that everyone is in (mind it's Saturday night) and having a laugh over a glass of wine. No, only Harriet was home, the other girls were out. I couldn't connect (and still cant) connect my laptop to the internet, and so I tidied my room, with my shoes and coat still on, showered, found a month old half smoked biffter, and borrowed Napoleon Dynamite from Harriet and fell asleep with my candles and lights still on.

I thought I would be sad today, or something, but no. I just returned from my mini food shop (I need enough money for a train ticket but student money hasn't come in yet), packed  a little lunch, threw out everything mine and old from my cupboard and the fridge and did my washing. I've borrowed Esmees mac, put on some jazzy tunes and going to get ready in a minute to go to Photographers Gallery to see a free film screening 'Melancholia' because I have nothing better to do on this gray Sunday day. 

I have shot 8 rolls of film during these holidays, so will have some pictures to post tomorrow!

Sorry no pictures, I am on Esmee's macbook!

Adios

Aggie Cherry 

Dangling feathers

So today has been really good for a Sunday, I have to admit I've kind of missed waking up in my own bed and not having to go ANYWHERE! I woke up early around 8.30, made myself an actual breakfast (a bacon and egg panini & coffee) and then till around 2pm I made a huge mess of my room burning candles, listening to music and doing my artwork. Afterwards I had to go do some shopping at Tesco. I found a book that I've been wanting for ages for such a bargain price! So then Louise called me to say that she was on the bus down to mine. I hurried up and finished my shopping and we ran into each other the police station stop. I asked her to come down mine for my art shoot, which we originally were meant to do on Wednesday but we only managed to do like half a shoot then, which was so bad. But yeah we started around 4pm and managed to get everything I needed to get done by 5! We treated ourselves with some hot chocolate which has become like a tradition now, and some banana&sugar&butter sandwiches, which were boom only I wanted mine warm and it had gotten cold. We watched The Cat Returns, which is a really cute film, makes me miss being little. I walked Lou to the stop because she had to be home in time for dinner, and now im here writing this. Ewan might be coming down later, and if he is i'm going to try and cook for us. But probably not haha, he's better anyway. 
Some little notes about March so far that I cant be bothered going into detail right now:

-I had an interview for Photography in London College of Communication on Thursday, which went quite awful : (
-Have another interview on Wednesday in Brighton, which is waaay far!

-Louise is 18! And I couldn't go to her birthday because I didn't have ID
-Josephine is back from Dubai!
-Me,Kaiya, Louise and perhaps other people are thinking of going on a roadtrip though UK or Wales in Summer.
-My brithday is soon ><
-Ewan is paying half of my Bloodstock ticket in summer! Gunna be epic, such a good lineup! yeyeye

-My tongue swelled up for a week after a night on Morgan's birthday.
-I'm doing a collaboration shoot with a fashion student from Birmingham tomorrow in Atrium Stuido's, where we're shooting this fashion design student's line, and Tuesday we're shootng this brand 'Square Clothing' in Milgis, a really nice cafe.
-Rose, me and Lou might have a studio Ghibli's marathon next weekend, which would be epic!



ahh cbbbb! bye!
heres some photos, not all of them are even edited. im so bad
THEYRE ALL IN WEIRD ORDER!

Starting with a promise.

I am promising myself that I will post a bit more images on here, as well as write. I would like it to be a photo blog but then the temptation to write...

It is a Sunday morning and I'm just lying in my lovely warm cosy bed (I hope you're all warm and nice otherwise this is kind of horrible if me to say) and writing on the blog, which is obvious. It is so cold and grey outside, I think my bed is now my best friend. I would love to sleep here my whole day but I have a practise storyboard to draw and a magazine cover and contents to plan. Alongside other stuff like researching photographers for my photography and drawing movement. I need to do the movement drawing by tomorrow. I am supposed to go to a busy public place and draw people moving, like hell knows how I'm supposed to do that. I'm figuring out that maybe my subjects are too arty and that all the stuff I have to do is practical and creative (which I love!!!) its just that I feel stupid. It feels like I should be doing maths or economics or business in college, an i am having doubts about this every day and it's stupid I know ,I should just get on with what I'm doing and love it and enjoy myself. But then I think if later on I am going to go to an art school (which I'm planning on) I am going to end up a poor artist living on baked beans and bread.

OK I'll stop about that because I feel like I'm always talking about my education lol, even in real life I'm always asking for opinion. 

So yesterday I had a photoshoot with my lovely friend Louise whom I hadn't seen in months. It was so tiring but so fun to do at the same time! She came around my house with a bag of clothes (because it was a fashion shoot ) and I did her makeup. Mind i did it really well, I don't do make up like that-ever. So yearh, I tried to make her look rebellious, dark and cool. Dark eye makeup and everything else black worked, hehe

First we went to the lake near my house, then we stopped by this little place with concrete blocks to sit on. We then stopped by the underground alley (gee I don't know how its called, it's the place under the road people use to get on the other side of the road) and tool some 'rebellious photographs', hihihi giggle. And then we finally got to the isolated and abandoned car park in my area, and I took lots and lots and lots of images. I'll put some of them here, mind they're not edited. I was supposed to have a phooshoot today with Rosie, Elionor and Josie, but I think I'll postpone it.
Alright, I'm gonna stay in bed for a while, reading Harry Potter The goblet of fire and then I have some studying to do.
 

  Here are my boots after walking through a really really muddy park.

it's never too late for your imagination

Today was another very boring day, say thanks to Mr TV. I can't remember a thing that I've done today except watch 'The Runaways' and lots of 'Gilmore Girls' haha. Oh and I think I spent around 3 hours on tumblr. haha  I wanna watch that movie, um. Wait.. Yeah, it's called 'Spotless mind of the eternal sunshine' I love it, its awesome. And her (Clementine's ) hair is also blue at one point haha. It took me around two/three times of watching it, to finally get it xD
It has some good quotes in it:

-I loved you on this day. I love this memory.

-I'm always anxious thinking I'm not living my life to the fullest, you know? Taking advantage of every possibility? Just making sure that I'm not wasting one second of the little time I have.

-...you stop listening to what is true, and what is true is constantly changing.

-I apply my personality in a paste.

sunday

mmm, mana svetdiena?

 Sezot pieturaa.

 

Atspulgs cukurtraukaa.

 In my garden,

 In my garden.

In my garden.

Lai jums jauka svetdiena.

brivlaiks jau beidzies. nu ne pavisam. sodien ir svediena un man jau prats ir noskanojies ka ritdien bus jaiet uz skolu.
Lielako dalu laika man ir auksti, man vispar nav jaku, tikai mana melnaa kuru es velku uz skolu un arpus skolas. Varbut sodien aiziesu lidz PULP vai H&M un nopirksu kautko siltu. + man janoperk matu krasa. Liekas ka vissa mana sakrata nauda aizies. Nekas.


Vel es sodien esmu ieplanjusi sakartot istabu un ta pamatigi.
Vel es edisu veseligi. no sodienas. nekadas sokolades. tikai sokolades dzeriens bus atlauts. + ja es dzeru teju tad es likst vienu karoti cukura, 2 karosu vietaa.
Mana istaba ir tumsi, man vajag spuldziites. vai vel vienu lampu, bet man jau ir divas. varbut ziemasvetku lampinas?
lai jums jauka svetdiena.