Saturday soberness

Last night me, the girls and the boys met up at Morgans for Sean's birthday. I didn't originally want to go, as I spent the whole day at home, drinking milkshakes and watching Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. After that I realized how boring it is to actually have nothing to do all day, so I phoned Josie, who was already getting ready and washed, threw on some clothes and left around 10pm. We went to the Full Moon, again! Yeah, dancing to dub step is getting old I seriously wish we went somewhere that played a different variety of music, maybe like Buffalo or Undertone. But yeah it was fun, but I got tired and left around 2. Me and Ewan stayed up till around 3.30 in the morning chatting and then finally went to bed.
I lost my passport aw gawd, yeah I think I left it in Argos, or just lost it, so I'll go down there in a bit. Seriously hope it's there! It would ruin so so much if  did actually lose it.
Today woke up at Ewans again, had coffee and together we went down to Cex to get a video game. Ewan wanted to talk to Theo form British Red Cross, so we went in there and had a little chat him and Barbara, who are now married and living together in a flat. I wanted to buy ice cream with my last pound of money that I had left. On our way back to his when crossing the bridge I wanted to see how a river would look upside down, because we've been talking about how cool the sea looks when you're lying upside down on a beach, in the sand and just pretending that the sky has waves and the land is blue with the odd white puff in it. So I lent over backwards and... It's not as cool as the sea, but I didn't really get a chance  to have a proper look because Ewan ruined it with his lets go triphead. But to be honest from past experience everything looks so much better upside down, I love just lying with my head handing out of my bed and pretending the ceiling is the floor.
Haha, so anyway..... We went back to his, where I am now, just chilling with Jay and Ewan, we might go to the park and walk Scruffy in a bit, so sunny outside woo!
I'll try and post some photos later- I'm thinking of challenging myself to do like a photo every day, and posting it on here every day. Sort of like a summer challenge. Could be quite interesting yeah?

Just a painting by Max Ernst I really like. Its so strangely wonderful.

worms on strings

It's late summer. 24th of July! I wonder how's the time passed so quickly and I have not moved an inch. Life seems to be running but I'm just here. I guess that sounds weird but that's how I feel. Everything is slow and fast at the same time, and I feel like I'm growing up too fast.
I'm sitting in my bed with a book ('Go Ask Alice' 1971 by Anonymous) chewing on tic tac fresh mint in the light of twilight. I don't even bother turning up the lights because I like it when I sit in my bed for ages reading and without ever realising it's pitch dark outside, and then when I finally turn the lights back on I'm astonished how I've managed to read in such circumstances. 
I haven't been writing much, not because much hasn't been happening, but because I haven't had that writing spirit recently. However now it's extremely high, which is why I'd like to use  lots of sophisticated and grown up words haha. Erm... The book I'm reading is really sad and eye opening, and I'm almost finished with it. But because it's so good, I don't want to finish it. It's actually a biography so the ending isn't cliché at all. In fact the girl who wrote it died 3 weeks after finishing it.
Yesterday I went to Penarth with Josey and Rhianned, and we went charity store shopping. We found lots of awesome things and I wanted to get loads but unfortunately I only bought one t-shirt (£3.50) because apparently I only had a fiver on my credit card. Josey got lots of cheap, lovely things though. We got ourselves icy coffee drinks from starbucks and went to the Penarth pier. On our way there (which by the way is extremely close to the town!) we walked through Alexandria park. It was so magical there haha, like butterflies and little dark paths and very quiet and eerie. We sat down on this broken bench and talked for ages about stuff. The beach was great, really nice.I mean the water wasn't blue or anything but it was just genuinely nice. The blue sky and children running around with ice creams. Afterwards we got a bus back to Cardiff and went to Bute park, where we met up with a couple of people. It was really nice and chilled. Then other people started arriving, drunks and potheads, and the conversations got better. Later on people got alcohol but I didn't have any money, and I felt kind of down (not because I didn't have money ofc) and Lewis threw a bottle at my head and I started tearing! Imagine, how embarrassing. I'm a little softie. Anyhow obviously not because of the pain but because of something else.  Maybe it's my parents? Or my family? I don't know. I guess things aren't going exactly perfect but I think we have all silently agreed to ignore it. I guess I can say this because most of my views are from America and I'm assuming not many people read this.  BOOH. Anyhow, right, around 10pm we were leaving and the park was locked! So we had to climb this gate which was fun. We sang songs, and I listened to drunk Josie tell everyone she loves them, soo funny : D
Today I woke up early downstairs on the massive sofa all by myself, and the weather outside was amazing! It was 8am, and I had to get up and get ready for work.I had a ciggie, coffee and I read my book on the bus. Mc Donalds gave me a 45 min break after the first hour and half, which I didn't want but I guess my feet didn't really mind. So I changed, got my bag, grabbed a smoothie and went to the grass patch by the Castle. It was the best break I've ever had. I lied on my back in the sun, reading glorious book and listening to music, drinking the best smoothie ever and smoking a cigarette. It was over tooo soon. This goth guy in work really hates me! He thinks I don't know shit about mc donalds because I keep mixing up what's in what sandwich ( you know like whether a filet o fish has lettuce or not, or weather there are pickles in a quarter pounder). So basically thinks I'm dumb shit. I've never liked mc donalds very much and I most definitely have not had all their foods. Bleh.
Anyhoooo, I've got work tomorrow till 10pm! And then the next day, it's the same thing. Ugh, on the sunniest days of the year when people are having bbq's beach days and boat rides and picnics. I'm not kidding they're doing this all during these three days in which I happen to have work. 
I'm going cinema with Peter tomorrow, so see ya.
p.s it's pitch dark outside!

Sunshine, friends and haunted dog's

Happy Easter!

I'm still in bed, without any chocolate, just blowing up heart shaped balloons Josie gave me and hanging them up by my ceiling. I haven't posted in quite a while and as I'm lazy I might just put photographs up instead of words, because I have quite a lot of those haha.

On 31st of March I had a little movie day type of thingy where 

Okay, well. on my birthday, which was on first of April as some of you might know, I didn't really do  anything except went out around town with Josie, looking a for a party dress for some ''house party'' we were going to this Friday (that one that just went), lied in grass taking photographs with her new compact camera, talking and laughing and eating mc donalds :D Then we went to our awesome, secret but not really secret place on the roof of John Lewis where we sometimes go, and it was so nice, the sunset was getting close, the sky was clear blue/pinky/yellow and I felt like I was in California haha. We filmed silly videos and dreamed about future and talked about past. Just basically very nice time. Oh yeah and then the guart came up and kicked us out haha. Said no smoking area. Then that school week was nothing special, I just kind of lingered/ floated thought he week like I usually do. Last day of school was Wednesday which was really nice because I only had the morning period and in film studies we watched The Last Seduction, a new form of 'film noir' which means black film, that's actually called 'Film Neo' as in new type because this one was made in 1994, I think. haha, anyhow you probably don't really care. So Then on Thursday I went to the library to do photography because I want to finish the sticking in. After library In went to over Josie's and borrowed her high heels for Friday (cryingface- heels are a terrible invention). Her dog Rosie, attacked me, probably of its love for me, and I have a huge bruise on my leg. 

On Friday (6th) I was doing art the whole day and then in the evening I had to meet up with Jo and Ethan on city road because we were going to a party. Josie made up this whole thing about needing to pee so we went into this Mexican restaurant and then there were about twenty people shouting 'Surprise!' and for about half a minute I had a wtf face on because I was so clueless haha. Thank you my beautiful Josephine for organizing it! I was so emotional, because no one has ever done anything like that for me, and it's just such a nice feeling knowing that someone cares enough for you to do that <3  Charlie and Caitlin organised a cake, and Nicole brought in cupcakes and Rhianned bought me a lovely bracelet with an 'A' engraved on it and a ring with 'Keep the faith' written on it. Jack gave me a birthday card, a necklace with a cross on it (he knows me) and Charlie gave me two beautiful bracelets. The evening was beautiful and after that we went to the pup. And  hahaha, guess what. Josephine and Ethan kissed >< YEY i was so happy for them. Around 11.20 we caught a taxi down Josie's. 

On Saturday I spent almost the whole day down her's in her pajamas. We lied in bed, listened to music and made a summer bucket list with thirty things on it that we're going to do. Around 4.30 I left her house and it was a bit rainy which made me extra happy, because I like miserable weather. I got home and decided to watch the first season of Gossip Girl in my room (Josie lent it to me). 

oh god that was more words than I thought I'd write haha. ok well then. Have a frigin amazing Easter, eat lots of chocolate Easter eggs and enjoy yourselves!https://twitter.com/#!/agnese_gogo is my twitter where I post more or less every day, If you're interested :) 

First of April: Roof and grass with Josephine

no comments on this dress.....

5th April, Over Josie's. I was suffering- Rosie attacked me and Josie attacked me with clothes and a camera. :L

That's rosie being crazy because she loves me. (I have proof of her love, the other day she fell asleep on my lap ><)

The SUPRISE Gathering/ Meal in Mexican's

Never mind her, she's a bit tipsy :)

Josie and Ethan ><

Josephine and Monica

 Myself and Josephine

From the left: Caitlin, Charlie, Me and Rhianned.

Everyone who came :)

This is that same night over Josie's. We're just messing around, there's some awful funny ones on my phone but I'd rather kill myself than publish them :L

I told you, she actually loves me deeply.

Rise and die, me in the morning... no comment. Just so that you know my hair isn't always like this in the morning. 

Making a bucket list in pj's in Josies bed.

I took this, this morning- Balloons that Jo gave me and that no one could blow up. I tied them by my lights (: