The Memories Haunt Me and I'm Scared To Forget It All: photographs

I needed/wanted to upload some of the work i have been creating recently, so instead of babbling on about my life I'll just put up some of the pictures. The first series are of my boyfriend Ewan. Though these images I was trying to make him look feminine and challenge the male stereotype (which was hard since he has mustache). And the second series was a photo shoot I did completely spontaneously with Peter, after spending some time with the 'VICE' magazine which I picked up in London. They really do have some inspiring things in there haha!Some of them are too dark, and the quality's gone bad, I don't know why though, I need to buy a better camera! But yeah, I just quickly grabbed him, put my clothes on him, painted him silver and we when on a shoot, during which I had to climb a huge tree (the shot of peter lying on a wheel from above- i nearly fell off when i was taking that haha!) And then I threw in some photos of me from march so far, mostly with my webcam. 
Okay so I'm going back to finishing off this photography journal, for which i only need to write an evaluation and I'm done! Hope you enjoy!
note to self: this time of year is miserable, I am so broke I can't afford to buy ciggies, not even talking about lunch./
note to self : save up money for a crown
note to self: please find a job!

unimportant

I'm sooo tired!
So, I skipped school yesterday! Again! I was feeling shit after staying down Ewans before, so we went all the way to college for media, only to walk in and turn back and leave. I was going to go home, have a lie in but I ended up going to Penarth to Joe's house. I honestly swear that was the last time I am ever going to miss school when I'm not on a deathbed.
Today I had art, and I went in an hour early to do extra work. I love art this year! Anyway, after college around 4.30 I decided to walk all the way to Newport road, on the coldest day of this year... It was so foggy I almost got lost as I never walk that way. I got home, had a bath, read some books, slept for a little and helped Peter with his art homework. That is all. I don't actually know why I decided to bother to come on here and write something. It's an unimportant day anyway. So incase I don't come on here for another month or so, tomorrow I have work 2-11, after college in the morning, which is going to kill, and then the next day I have to London trip to Tate and Summer set House (I'm not sure this is how you spell it) for which I'll have to wake up at 5.30. Nevermind. Goodnight cuties, have a lovely day x
p.s the only photos I've got at the moment:L 

PHOTOGRAPHS I HAVENT UPLOADED!

Just ignore this post if your not interested in my imagemaking (:
(the festival photos will be up soon, I just didn't want to completely stuff my blog with photos. Also sorry so sorry theres so much of me in the post :p )

bones

I just made this incredibly long post and then deleted it. xD It was basically me bitching about people because they got me feeling little bit annoyed but ha.Whatever man, I'm over it. I don't like bitching anyway, whats the point. You can just tell them anyway, or they'll find out. Plus it makes you a smaller person.
Holly, l hate that you dyed your hair blue the same way as mine. But what can you do haha xD By the way I think it actually looks very nice, and things <3  I really do think you look pretty with blue hair. Well, Never mind. When I use all of the blue hair dye that's left in the bottle, I'll get a pink one and my fringe is gonna be pink <3 HEHE, Summer is affecting me, I just want to get millions of layers in my hair and dye it every possible colour. But I won't because it's out of my league.
I'm a bit tired. Last night was weird. I went to bed at 12pm and woke up at 2am. And then I couldn't sleep so I went downstairs and watched Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince until 5am and then I went on my laptop until 6am. I was pretty sleepy by then so I went back to bed. Today has been really lazy, I had a bath and I washed my hair and I watched a movie and I slept lots.
I want to see Harry Potter, so I'm going tomorrow with Peter because he really wants to go and see it. 
Bye <333333

cool. hi (:

Hey, I'm sorry I can't reply to any of the comments i get :( My blog doesn't let me, it's so annoying. But I wanna say thanks to the people who bother coming here and reading my life >_< although it's been kind of boring and sad before things are looking up, in every possible way. And thank you Laima altho I don't know you, you know all my darkk secrets and you're amazing. I'm so glad you like my picturesssss <33 I'll keep taking them.
Ohh by the way speaking of pictures. My brother Pete was staying over his friend's Kane's house last night and Kane's mum dropped Peter off at home today and she was like 'What are you gonna study next year?' and I was like 'Ohh well, Media, Photography and Art.' And she was like 'AWWWWW, HIGH FIVE!!! I'm a photographer/artist too, and I had an exhibition today! What a coincidence, I wish I'd knew you before, you could have come!'' haha and she said she might use me as her assistant for the summer and help develop my portfolio (i was saying a bit ago that I will be making on throughout the summer)  and  i was like... So happpyyyy >_< WOOSH
You wouldn't believe how excited I am for the bbq tomorrow. I'm gonna go decorate my garden with lights now, haha. It's like 10 and it's dark but I wanna know how it looks in dark.
So tomorrow I will go BBQ shopping with my mum in the morning and later on I'm meeting everyone in town. okayy. I miss Batoul, I wish she was coming to my bbq :( 
Everyone whom I invited is coming! I mean, I thought nobody would want to come but somehow everyone is attending. Where are we going to sleep? haha there will be 12 of us. We can sleep on top of each other haha xD that would work. But no, I have a big living room and I wanna sleep  outside under clear sky anyway. So who wants can come with me on my trampoline. But i think it might be a bit too cold xD

have it

man sodien nav ko darit. Sodien sakas brivlaiks un es esmu iesprudusi savaa maja.  Vakar es gaaju kadu 4/dalu cela ar kajam, lidz 'Bluebell Inn' Kur bija janak autobusam. Es biju slapja un nosalusi.
Jebkura gadijuma seit bus bildes no vakardienas..

pretty

 

centraa

my desk

Bibliotekaa, kur es liku bildes albumaa, un skatijos ara pa logu ka krit sniegs

Luize

Vakar celaa uz 'Bluebell Inn 'kur es mekleju autobusus kas brauc uz centru.

My street.

xoxo

 

Me and my brother hoho