Jaynie's birthday and another night at Full Moon

Drinking a cup of coffee before I leave my homey and warm house. It's Friday, and again we're going to the Full Moon. Skint. No money, no booze or anything else. It's my friend's Lloyd's 18th birthday and we're hopefully going to see all old friends from our high school which is exciting because we don't run into each other at all. I'm staying at Ewans tonight, again. It feels like I'm becoming a little dependent and I'm trying to see him a little less so that it seems more exciting when we do see each other. You know what I'm talking about, the stage in a relationship where you feel like routine has consumed you. It's probably because we both don't have any money and so most of the time we spend over his house, endlessly watching stuff.
On Wednesday I had my job interview in the morning, which was like five minutes long. I then went home to get changed and meet up with Josie and Louise in town. It was a typical Welsh rainy day and we were all broke, so we decided to take the advantage of our local arts culture and went to the Chapter Arts Centre, in Canton. There were two exhibitions going, both free and it was loads of fun. We then went to book Josie's tattoo but Frontier was closed and so they went to Morgans to watch Studio Ghiblis films and I went to Ewan's house because he had Jaynie. Later that night I changed my mind about going home because Lucy came over, we smoked a spliff and both of us went flyering with Jack and Ewan, after a Bon Jovi gig in Grangetown. We did fuck all to be honest, I've got about 200 flyers lying on my desk in my room! We ditched the flyering early and went and got kebabs, (well Ewan got me one) and we just got to his and watched Anotherhood.
Next day, yesterday, was Jaynie's birthday! She is now one years old the cutiepie. We all went to town and got birthday hats, snacks and booze for Jay (all except the booze). When we came back Ewan's dad Chris had prepared a buffet. We waited for Lauren, Jack and Lily to get there, had a nice meal and after Jay went to bed we all smoked up. It was genuinely really nice. I left Ewans around half 10 in the evening and fell asleep on the bus! So when I woke up I was on the other side of st mellons at 23.30 at night. Shitting my pants I rang ewan to stay on the phone with me, but then I saw Ben (a guy from ages ago, used to fancy him, this and that) and he walked with me to Tesco and I just popped on another bus, asking the driver to let me in for free cuz I only had a single ticket haha! So yeah, I got home and passed out on the sofa.
Turns out I didn't get that job in Argos, neither did I get the McDonald's customer care assistant vacancy! Wow, the other Mc'Donalds really must given me an awful reference just for not turning up for my last shift.
Okay, well that's it. I'm simultaneously having a fight with my brother whilst writing this post so its getting hard to concentrate. He's such a little disrespectful asshole, but I guess that's most twelve year olds! Sorry to end the post this way. Here I'll post you a load of pictures from the Pirate party for Joe's birthday after Ewan's gig.

Below is Joe and Abbie :)

Ollie

Goooley!

Ewan and Tim

wn the stairs while being passed out upstairs in the band room. Ooopsies

Lucieeeeee

Me and Dan

And some pictures from his band.

Tim, the guitarist.

Photo of me and Josie after the exhibition at Chapter:)

Me and Lucie at the gig.

 AND Jaynieeee! Betcha in a happy mood now, seeing this happy face haha :)

Stormy sky across my bedroom ceiling

It's the 23rd of December! Sooo. Hmm.
It's half one in the morning and I'm awake in my bed with a laptop and all the social networking sites on.
I've been feeling confuused lately. About everything, parents, work, education, lovers, friends, feelings. OKAY that IS literally everything... I feel like I'm doing shit in work, picking the wrong lovers, feeling like my dad doesn't care much, feeling like I've been forgotten and slowly erased. Oh god, anyway.
So this morning I woke up at two hours late for work which overall made me three hours late! Was meant to start at 9am, but got in for 12! At lunch I got a salad form Boots and then got a coffee and wasted about half an hour refueling my energy levels with more caffeine. Menkind surely wont keep me on, I am very shit at my job. Not kidding. Every time a customer asks me something I go over to people with the same job title as me and ask them the question. I am useless! An I can't sell anything like helicopters and stuff. All my other peers sell about 5 a day and I've sold two this week alone. So I had work till 9pm and forgot my umbrella at work which meant that I had to walk to my stop through that wildly storm that's happening in UK right now.
What else has happened this week. Hmm. Well on Thursday Jack, Nil and Ewan came and picked me up from my work and then we went to get high over Jacks. They were all drunk because they've been to bogiez before and I was not happy, being the only sober person wasn't fun at all. But because it was meant to be the last day of the world I got very high and then went back to Ewans around 2 in the morning.
On Friday I did most of my Christmas shopping with the money I borrowed from my mum and I did it within two hours because I couldn't concentrate properly, so now tomorrow on my only day off between now and Christmas I am going to go and exchange most of them.
I am also supposed to be starting my Christmas to do list tomorrow, so fun fun. I also might be going out with Kaiya from photography class, but were not set.
What is really annoying is the fact that I am working on Christmas eve and boxing day, both 9 hour shifts... But boxing day is double pay so I just couldn't say now when they asked me to cover, It'll be a £64 in my pocket for 8 hours of work:L 
In this post I shall just post some pictures of my room and of my art project as those are the only ones Ive got:) (I took photos of my room because it's finally TIDY! )
That's all:) Bye lovelies,

Sunday morning wake up call

Good evening
Today was a little bit of a waste, I woke up and didn't do much till about 3. Was meant to do all my homework as it's the only day I actually have free dues to college and work but I ended up just taking Peter to McDonalds and then going to Blockbuster afterwards. I'm pretty much working 24 hours a week plus college, which basically means that on Wednesdays, Thursday, Fridays and Saturdays I don't get home till 12am at night. I hope they don't give me manic hours this Christmas because I have so much work to do its crazy depressing, no social life for me at all! I'm pretty much doing my Christmas Shopping on the 24th because that when I get paid and I'm praying that I'm not booked in for that day because when the hell am i doing my xmas shopping then!
I need to hand in my Personal Investigation as well on top of everything else, and I didn't even know about it till last week, because I haven't been to my tutor in months. Trouble trouble. 
Tomorrow I'm going in early to do media and then I'm meeting Ewan for a coffee before my photography lesson. I am literally staying behind till 9 or whenever the room closes because I'm just going to do lots of art research in my book and editing for Photography. I need to get as much done as possible before half term (which I CAAAANT WAIT FOR!) so that the practical stuff is out of the way and I only have essays to do. But I don't think it's likely with me having so many shifts... 
Okay, well I'll just post some photos form what is called 'lately' so that this isn't just about me complaining about woooork and schoool. 

 The new poster I got from Tate, on my wall.

These are all just webcam photos from today, me and Peter being silly. And yes I know I look like a child without makeup:] 

I bought this postcard for Ewan, even though I'm pretty sure he won't appropriate it as much as I do haha.

And this is a lovely quote.

  All Sneaky snapshots form Tate above (except the postcard).

Halloween

On Friday (oh forgot to mention, we went out after work to Bogiez and Fuel till 2 am which wasn't a great idea because I had to work all next day hungover... )

 This was Today actually, maccy d's, got free balloons!

 This weird surrealist collage I'm doing for Photography. This is just a crappy version which isn't set up and this is taken with my phone.

Just random snaps

Halloween again

London form when I went to Batoul's in October.