Midnight rumble

Just got back from the worst rave humankind has ever experienced, consisting of white black chavs in sunglasses and girls in neon dresses and heels that reach the moon. But me Rose and Jose somehow managed to make it legen-daryy!
To-day around 10 in the evening I was lying in my bed reading The Fault in our Stars, by John Green, when Rose and Louise rang me (obviously because it's Friday) and got me to get my make up out and put my clothes on because we're going somewhere, fuck knows where. So I got ready and left and had a blast on the bus, where some black middle aged woman sat by herself opposite me, eating Domino's and laughing hysterically.
Anyhow, I threw stones at Roses window for her to let me in because it was half eleven by the time I got there and she came down. We waited for Dylan and Jose arrive
ewan says 'o s.rcutr.r'u dro,; nit tjay dpmt ,,auuer

ha! okay so writing posts drunk at 2 in the morning is way more fun than anythinggggg !

Jaynie's birthday and another night at Full Moon

Drinking a cup of coffee before I leave my homey and warm house. It's Friday, and again we're going to the Full Moon. Skint. No money, no booze or anything else. It's my friend's Lloyd's 18th birthday and we're hopefully going to see all old friends from our high school which is exciting because we don't run into each other at all. I'm staying at Ewans tonight, again. It feels like I'm becoming a little dependent and I'm trying to see him a little less so that it seems more exciting when we do see each other. You know what I'm talking about, the stage in a relationship where you feel like routine has consumed you. It's probably because we both don't have any money and so most of the time we spend over his house, endlessly watching stuff.
On Wednesday I had my job interview in the morning, which was like five minutes long. I then went home to get changed and meet up with Josie and Louise in town. It was a typical Welsh rainy day and we were all broke, so we decided to take the advantage of our local arts culture and went to the Chapter Arts Centre, in Canton. There were two exhibitions going, both free and it was loads of fun. We then went to book Josie's tattoo but Frontier was closed and so they went to Morgans to watch Studio Ghiblis films and I went to Ewan's house because he had Jaynie. Later that night I changed my mind about going home because Lucy came over, we smoked a spliff and both of us went flyering with Jack and Ewan, after a Bon Jovi gig in Grangetown. We did fuck all to be honest, I've got about 200 flyers lying on my desk in my room! We ditched the flyering early and went and got kebabs, (well Ewan got me one) and we just got to his and watched Anotherhood.
Next day, yesterday, was Jaynie's birthday! She is now one years old the cutiepie. We all went to town and got birthday hats, snacks and booze for Jay (all except the booze). When we came back Ewan's dad Chris had prepared a buffet. We waited for Lauren, Jack and Lily to get there, had a nice meal and after Jay went to bed we all smoked up. It was genuinely really nice. I left Ewans around half 10 in the evening and fell asleep on the bus! So when I woke up I was on the other side of st mellons at 23.30 at night. Shitting my pants I rang ewan to stay on the phone with me, but then I saw Ben (a guy from ages ago, used to fancy him, this and that) and he walked with me to Tesco and I just popped on another bus, asking the driver to let me in for free cuz I only had a single ticket haha! So yeah, I got home and passed out on the sofa.
Turns out I didn't get that job in Argos, neither did I get the McDonald's customer care assistant vacancy! Wow, the other Mc'Donalds really must given me an awful reference just for not turning up for my last shift.
Okay, well that's it. I'm simultaneously having a fight with my brother whilst writing this post so its getting hard to concentrate. He's such a little disrespectful asshole, but I guess that's most twelve year olds! Sorry to end the post this way. Here I'll post you a load of pictures from the Pirate party for Joe's birthday after Ewan's gig.

Below is Joe and Abbie :)

Ollie

Goooley!

Ewan and Tim

wn the stairs while being passed out upstairs in the band room. Ooopsies

Lucieeeeee

Me and Dan

And some pictures from his band.

Tim, the guitarist.

Photo of me and Josie after the exhibition at Chapter:)

Me and Lucie at the gig.

 AND Jaynieeee! Betcha in a happy mood now, seeing this happy face haha :)

Saturday soberness

Last night me, the girls and the boys met up at Morgans for Sean's birthday. I didn't originally want to go, as I spent the whole day at home, drinking milkshakes and watching Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. After that I realized how boring it is to actually have nothing to do all day, so I phoned Josie, who was already getting ready and washed, threw on some clothes and left around 10pm. We went to the Full Moon, again! Yeah, dancing to dub step is getting old I seriously wish we went somewhere that played a different variety of music, maybe like Buffalo or Undertone. But yeah it was fun, but I got tired and left around 2. Me and Ewan stayed up till around 3.30 in the morning chatting and then finally went to bed.
I lost my passport aw gawd, yeah I think I left it in Argos, or just lost it, so I'll go down there in a bit. Seriously hope it's there! It would ruin so so much if  did actually lose it.
Today woke up at Ewans again, had coffee and together we went down to Cex to get a video game. Ewan wanted to talk to Theo form British Red Cross, so we went in there and had a little chat him and Barbara, who are now married and living together in a flat. I wanted to buy ice cream with my last pound of money that I had left. On our way back to his when crossing the bridge I wanted to see how a river would look upside down, because we've been talking about how cool the sea looks when you're lying upside down on a beach, in the sand and just pretending that the sky has waves and the land is blue with the odd white puff in it. So I lent over backwards and... It's not as cool as the sea, but I didn't really get a chance  to have a proper look because Ewan ruined it with his lets go triphead. But to be honest from past experience everything looks so much better upside down, I love just lying with my head handing out of my bed and pretending the ceiling is the floor.
Haha, so anyway..... We went back to his, where I am now, just chilling with Jay and Ewan, we might go to the park and walk Scruffy in a bit, so sunny outside woo!
I'll try and post some photos later- I'm thinking of challenging myself to do like a photo every day, and posting it on here every day. Sort of like a summer challenge. Could be quite interesting yeah?

Just a painting by Max Ernst I really like. Its so strangely wonderful.

A background for noise

So I don't know where to start from since I haven't written in so long.
It's Friday, morning, I've just woken up an hour ago at Ewans. We had coffee and cereal for breakfast and since we've just been sitting in his living room- I'm reading Dracula and he's playing guitar.

Yesterday I had a job interview at Argos and am supposed to hear back from them today, whether I've got it or not. I'm not getting my hopes up though, if I don't get it there's nothing I can do. After my interview yesterday I had a wander around Waterstones looking for some good photography books but they don't really have a good major section on it. Anyway, I went home for an hour and changed into more summery clothes. I also packed a blanket, water, some cards and sunglasses so that we could all just lie down in the rec. I left and picked up Louise form her house and then we went to the park to meet Josie and some other people, who left soon after we got there. We lied in the sun for a bit and then went back to Morgan's for a chill. After smoking up we decided to go down to the basketball field and play some, I scored 3, Rosie did like 7. Whoa, who would have known I could possibly like sports haha! Around 1 in the morning I left Morgs and walked all the way to the Riverside. Josie who was actually meant to be back home at 11, just stayed at Morgs and think then walked home with Dylan, but I've got to find out I'm not sure.
So nothing major for today, I've finished college forever now (my art exam, photography projects and media exams whoo hoo!) so just gotta go doctors and pick up my prescription and then nothing to do all day. I might try and get some artwork done, or finish my Dracula book on which I've been stuck for months! I'll buy some fruits make milkshakes and maybe lie in my garden in the sun today.
By the way, I don;t think I've mentioned this, but I got accepted to London Uni of Arts for Photography, so hopefully should be going there on September if we can find a place to live in London (that is me and some students who are also going to be going LCC).

I haven't got any pictures to upload because I'm writing from Ewans computer, but I'll do an update soon with all new pictures I've got :)

Later: ok ive got some pictures, none of them are mine though, all mine are on my film rolls which i cant afford to develop:( 

 

 This is at Reem's in Bristol before Motion.

Me and Ewan at jacks Birthday, bowling

Dangling feathers

So today has been really good for a Sunday, I have to admit I've kind of missed waking up in my own bed and not having to go ANYWHERE! I woke up early around 8.30, made myself an actual breakfast (a bacon and egg panini & coffee) and then till around 2pm I made a huge mess of my room burning candles, listening to music and doing my artwork. Afterwards I had to go do some shopping at Tesco. I found a book that I've been wanting for ages for such a bargain price! So then Louise called me to say that she was on the bus down to mine. I hurried up and finished my shopping and we ran into each other the police station stop. I asked her to come down mine for my art shoot, which we originally were meant to do on Wednesday but we only managed to do like half a shoot then, which was so bad. But yeah we started around 4pm and managed to get everything I needed to get done by 5! We treated ourselves with some hot chocolate which has become like a tradition now, and some banana&sugar&butter sandwiches, which were boom only I wanted mine warm and it had gotten cold. We watched The Cat Returns, which is a really cute film, makes me miss being little. I walked Lou to the stop because she had to be home in time for dinner, and now im here writing this. Ewan might be coming down later, and if he is i'm going to try and cook for us. But probably not haha, he's better anyway. 
Some little notes about March so far that I cant be bothered going into detail right now:

-I had an interview for Photography in London College of Communication on Thursday, which went quite awful : (
-Have another interview on Wednesday in Brighton, which is waaay far!

-Louise is 18! And I couldn't go to her birthday because I didn't have ID
-Josephine is back from Dubai!
-Me,Kaiya, Louise and perhaps other people are thinking of going on a roadtrip though UK or Wales in Summer.
-My brithday is soon ><
-Ewan is paying half of my Bloodstock ticket in summer! Gunna be epic, such a good lineup! yeyeye

-My tongue swelled up for a week after a night on Morgan's birthday.
-I'm doing a collaboration shoot with a fashion student from Birmingham tomorrow in Atrium Stuido's, where we're shooting this fashion design student's line, and Tuesday we're shootng this brand 'Square Clothing' in Milgis, a really nice cafe.
-Rose, me and Lou might have a studio Ghibli's marathon next weekend, which would be epic!



ahh cbbbb! bye!
heres some photos, not all of them are even edited. im so bad
THEYRE ALL IN WEIRD ORDER!