Purple Fringe, Go Me

HAHA, yey I dyed my fringe purple <3

And I was a bit bored just now so I decided to give my fringe a little cute, because firstly, it was a bit dead, and split and all that. Secondly, it was too long and puffy, I gotta admit, I didn't look right. And I am sorry, I just took these photos after a shower and with no make up on so I don't look very pretty *laughs* Also I apologise that I look so weird in them, I can't help it! I just can't look at a web cam with a straight face. :3
Hmmm. I think I'll put up my other photographs tomorrow (not the web cam ones, the ones from school) because I don't like loading my blog full of photographs on the same day.
Anyway. Today was really really cold, and I froze, not nice. I got off at Tesco to get my tobacco and for the first time ever I didn't get served in St Mellon's! I was really pissed off, pardon me, but I was late for my lesson, I was freezing, I didn't get my tobacco and it started hailing- I was not happy. It was so nice though, apart from the cold. It was really dark outside and at 9am it felt like 5pm, which if you hadn't noticed is really dark!
I was a bit late for my film class, but because it's the last session with Dave, he let us watch a film. So yes, we watched Submarine. It is beautiful, you should really watch it. It is a Welsh film (proud) and its been filmed Penarth which technically is in Cardiff, and Swansea. Anyway, it was a really low budget film, but I think it was magic. The cinematography of it is brilliant. Oh fuck, pins and needles in my left leg OUCH. Literally can't move it.. Aw whatever, I'll just leave it for a minute.
We finished out class an hour early so me and my friend Matt, went to AJ's and got ourselves a hot chocolate, yum. We chilled there for a bit and Pippa joined us at twelve. I was third wheeled again. I always hang with them in AJ's, so I don't feel the awkwardness of the two of them making sexual jokes and kissing, haha. 
So then after two nice hours sat at AJs I went to my media class and I was just basically filling up myself with tons of free chocolate that Naomi (out media teacher) brought us. After 20 minutes she let us go and gave us homework to do over half term, year so basically 2 magazine covers. And A storyboard fro Film, I forgot to mention.
Awhhh, I'm craving a cigarette, so goodnight. :p

Time of innocence

I know i haven't posted in quite a while...

And I actually have no idea what was the last thing i posted on here.

So I'll just start from the top of my mind. Firstly I got an interview at Marks&Spencer's on Monday for a temporary Christmas vacancy. Although I don't look like their type- I'll wear my hair tidy and wear neat clothes and be nice, that should get me the job.

I am listening to Velvet Underground- Pale Blue Eyes, i know might not sound like my type but I love those guys. Their other song I'm sticking with you is also awesome, you should listen to them, they're great.

I've got a lot of work to do, and somehow i don't like doing it during the day, so I'm going to do it tonight as I can't sleep at night (oh my god i just spelled sleep 'sleap' dumbo) But before I'll just watch 'The Tracey Fragments' because, well i want to.

I decided what sequence to analyse for Film Studies, I'll do the 'Girl, Interrupted' closing sequence where Lisa is chasing Susanna and she's lost and scared and it's all chaotic.

Do you ever get those moment's were everything is so happy and there are so many happy people around you smiling, laughing, dancing or whatever and then you imagine it in your head as a movie from a disordered persons point of view and it all suddenly seems so chaotic, odd and wrong? And then you almost feel guilty for feeling so happy? You probably don't but I kinda get those moments, sometimes. Like yesterday at Rob's, Aaron's and Jacob's gig, I was dancing happily, with everyone and then suddenly in my mind everything went quiet and being so happy seemed surreal and wrong.

Anyway, after the gig I went home to give my dad his Iff card and then went back to town at around 9pm. Everyone had already been to the Woodwille pub and they were all slightly tipsy/drunk so i was just eating my clementine, smoking and looking at the sky while we were walking to this other pub on City Road because they were too loud in Woodwille so they got kicked out by the time I got there. I got a Jack Daniels in the pub and well I got to meet Josephine's friends. The ones I remember are Otis, and Joel. Joel was speaking to Josephine and he told her he wants to bone me and have a 'freinds with benefits' kind of relationship and he also told her he was in love me. I was a bit odded out but I ended up speaking to him and I gave him my number. Then later that evening Josephine called and said that he had told her, after I left, that I was  more of a girlfriend material and that i was too special for 'friends with benefits'. its all quite funny.

I am so glad I don't know what real loneliness feels like. I might have felt a little lonely in my life but I've never felt real loneliness...

Nevermind, If there is anyone who wants to know anything, ANYTHING just ask in  the box that comes up when you press 'comments' .

weird post huh

Bye