Grrr

      Everybody has gone swimming, I couldn't go because I'm a lazy girl and I just got up!!! Grrrrr! I completely couldn't get to sleep last night, my back hurt and I just couldn't get photography and Francesca Allen out of my head. Silly I know, I just kept thinking back on how well she has done in Photography since graduating LCC, and the only thing that is stopping me is me, and the fact that I just need to work myself to the bone when I get back to uni. shoot shoot shoot! Also couldn't stop thinking about the camera I'm buying on payday, a lovely Canon T90! It's the stuff, really, has so many different functions and great reviews. But its heavy, around a kilogram. I am going to get two lenses for it and a flash upon my payday! And best of all it's all going to work out pretty cheap!! Ok sorry, not going to spent my post talking about cameras..
       I've moved back home to Cardiff by the way. Like end of June. I've been here for about  month, to be honest feels longer. I spend my days working (though barely, just had three days off), lazing about at Ewan's or at home. We try to do stuff but it's hard, I still have no money because I've been waiting for my pay and Ewan barely gets work from the agency. So we went to Barry beach, on Saturday with his mum Elizabeth and Jaynie to watch his dad Chris, who played jazz at the seafront. We ate packed sandwiches, dinky donuts, ice cream and drank wine (out of the bottle which Elizabeth was a bit outraged). And then Sunday when it was just really miserable all day, we took Jaynie to the museum. :)
       Other than that, the weathers been shitty for a while, its quite cold- typical Welsh summer. But perfect for indoorsy things, like yesterday I met up with Louise and we went to develop film, chilled in her loft room and then went for a coffee/hot chocolate at #Coffee 1.
       Well the days are kind of slow, and I try to do as many things as I can, even though I intended to do so many more (like already had read a book or two). I'm slowly reading. Slowly creating projects in my head. Slowly documenting everything I do with my Trip. And sitting on the internet. A lot.

      Here are some snaps from a BBQ I had with my parents and Ewan the other week, and the rest are pictures I did when I was bored at Ewans house.

Grey weather and leaving blues

Today is finally the day. The day I have to pack my suitcase and make everything fit in it! Even though when I came to Cardiff half of it was full of presents, now there is so much more stuff to go in it! I'm bringing a hoover back to London, I've bought stuff to decorate our living room with, I've got presents from friends and family, big pack of medicines and the list can go on. I'm excited to be going back home because I have stuff I need to do piled up in my head that need to be done before Monday when I go back to studies. 

So this past week has been really nice. I've spent so so much time over Ewans house, and then every spare moment I've tried to be at home because I know my mum loves it when I'm at home, even if I'm not doing anything or if I'm in the other room. I've such a nice time both here and at Ewan's house, its been so opposite my London life where I spend most of time by myself doing my own business and our house often being empty because everyone's busy bee's, only in the evening we spend time with each other. On that note, I actually miss my house mates! haa.

Yesterday I woke up at Ewans, he dragged me out of bed (I've been sleeping so much!) made us coffee's and then we met up with Lucie and Jaynie in town, went round some charity shops looking for baby clothes for Jay,I bought a watch which didn't work  and I had to return it. Then walked to where i was meeting my girls outside burger king in town. We had a quick lunch at the Pizza Hut Buffet, myself, Louise, Josie and Ewan with his little one and Lucie. Even though Lucie always puts me in a weird mood (and that's understandable in my shoes) we invited her to come lunch with us because she's been sad recently, so I was quite happy for her to join us. Everyone shot off really quickly, Louise had a team meeting and Josie left because she didn't have money to go for a drink, but I feel she didn't really want to come. I'm seeing her in London next week though, we're going to meet up and she's staying round mine for one night. Anyway after going for a pint at wetherspoons I caught a bus home because I felt pretty shitty form the pizza buffet and beer. I decided that I'll quickly shoot to Range shop on nearby my house and get some household items for our London house, so I bought a table cover, lamp lantern, fairy lights and towels, guess what. All for a tenner! Haa it's such a good shop!

Underneath I've posted a load of photos, all taken on my phone camera (Sorry!) to summarize my past week :) I still have a load of photos from new years eve and night but I'll post those another time.

Well that's it form me, I'll be writing more regularly now I go back home where I have my own laptop to write on. Today later I'm meeting Ewan and spending the last night with him and then tomorrow morning is my bus back at 10.15. I'll try and not miss it!

 My mum and dad <3 p="">

 My suitcase, with a lot more to go in it!

A cake I made! 

Little Jaynie Monster:) 

Here's all the stuff for our house! The fairy lights might be a bit crap they were £2.50 :D But my mum also gave me some curtains  which I'll put up in the living room (our current curtains are just awful)

Me and my brother:) He's turning into a very handsome man! 

Me and my darling mum :) 

The sky this morning was beautiful!

Have a great day lovelies.

Till next time,

Agnese

Lots of Photographs and then some Paragraphs

I have so many photos and things to show and talk about but I never have time to come on here and do a blog post. Right now probably isn't the right time either since I have an essay due in on Monday. But I've written half of it. Last night and this morning. This morning I woke up at 8am, it was raining outside and my bed is right next to the window. I spent about half an hour listening to the rain and looking out onto the gray windy day. I absolutely love this time of the year. It's getting cold too. I pulled myself out of the bed, had a long hot shower and made myself pancakes for breakfast because on Friday's I like to treat myself. And then got started on the essay. Around the afternoon I left the house to go to Camberwell College of Arts, where I've never been (but it's actually closer to my house) to get myself some Feminist books for the rest of the essay. It's been a beautiful day, the sky set with great organgy-red glow.  I made myself lunch (tuna salad, I've been being healthy recently) and now after I finish this post I can crack on my essay.

Tomorrow I have a long day at work. Don't know if I've mentioned it but I work in this little American diner place in Soho, Saturdays are always my working days. I'm in work 10am-12am which inst too bad because I have two hours break in between.

Talking about last weekend when Ewan came down, we managed to check in to the hotel. We had a really good time, even though didn't even manage to go for a drink anywhere because the whole area was shut by 12am. But so I made him dress up as a girl and took photos of him. They're really not that good but I'll post them on here. They make even me feel a bit odd. Anyway. On Monday morning we woke up quite late which made me miss uni, but we had a trip down to the British Museum which was really interesting, we just didn't have that much time (It's really really huge!)

On Tuesday I learned how to print a contact sheet in the dark room which was really fun, but only black and white, still haven't taught us how to do the colour sadly. But all in all the whole black and white film process is really long, getting the film out, putting it through different chemicals, then drying it, then making contact sheets and printing would all in all probably take me a whole day!

Anyway on Tuesday an awful thing happened. Me, Robyn and Steff all went for a drink and Rob left so because Steff was being lovely that day I stayed with her. Shouldn't have. She turned into a dicked and accused me losing phone and other shit. (she's found it now, it wasn't me). I left her in the pub and went home but first bought cigarettes. I got home and she literally attacked me about all kinds of shit, telling me she's going to punch me and kick me out of our house and that I should thank her for having a place to live in. I told her to try and hit me and to stick it up her little arse. She flipped and threw the washing rail on the floor. I haven't seen her since, she's been hiding form everybody in her room this whole week, because she's probably ashamed. But nevertheless she hasn't even apologized. I feel uncomfortable being in the kitchen in case she comes down. I'd like to move out with Robyn and Sophie but my room looks so nice now and I'll never find anywhere for such good price in London. 

On Wednesday my parents came down to London, we had the loveliest time! My dad helped me paint my walls and fixed my bed. I have a proper bed now woo! And it's so much more comfortable, you dont understand I feel like I'm in heaven when I go to bed!

The photo's I'll upload are from beginning of October when me, a guy from my course Patryk and his boyfriend went to a Fire Spinning event in Waterloo. I didn't spin fire because I didn't know anyone there and was too shy to ask for fire poi.  And also from Halloween in Cardiff :)

These are some of the pictures from my long long Halloween weekend. It all started on Wednesday night when we went to Madame Jojo's to take photos. I was up until 9am with Steff nad Connor.

In Steff's room.

Got a little tattoo done! With a needle and some ink :)

This is now Thursday night. I went to Ewan's biggest gig yet, it was ace!

A good friend of mine, Daniel who's left us to go to Australia for a year!

Ewan's brother Doug who's in the bad as well and his girlfriend.

 I accidentally bumped into Josephine and Rose, and we had a little laugh next door to Fuel, in ze Moon.

Here are photo's that I took last Sunday when Ewan came to visit me.  

And here's my sexy boyfriend. 

Hope you've enjoyed this post. I have yet more photos to post but I didn't want to over load this post with photographs.
Till later,

Cheery x