Jaynie's birthday and another night at Full Moon

Drinking a cup of coffee before I leave my homey and warm house. It's Friday, and again we're going to the Full Moon. Skint. No money, no booze or anything else. It's my friend's Lloyd's 18th birthday and we're hopefully going to see all old friends from our high school which is exciting because we don't run into each other at all. I'm staying at Ewans tonight, again. It feels like I'm becoming a little dependent and I'm trying to see him a little less so that it seems more exciting when we do see each other. You know what I'm talking about, the stage in a relationship where you feel like routine has consumed you. It's probably because we both don't have any money and so most of the time we spend over his house, endlessly watching stuff.
On Wednesday I had my job interview in the morning, which was like five minutes long. I then went home to get changed and meet up with Josie and Louise in town. It was a typical Welsh rainy day and we were all broke, so we decided to take the advantage of our local arts culture and went to the Chapter Arts Centre, in Canton. There were two exhibitions going, both free and it was loads of fun. We then went to book Josie's tattoo but Frontier was closed and so they went to Morgans to watch Studio Ghiblis films and I went to Ewan's house because he had Jaynie. Later that night I changed my mind about going home because Lucy came over, we smoked a spliff and both of us went flyering with Jack and Ewan, after a Bon Jovi gig in Grangetown. We did fuck all to be honest, I've got about 200 flyers lying on my desk in my room! We ditched the flyering early and went and got kebabs, (well Ewan got me one) and we just got to his and watched Anotherhood.
Next day, yesterday, was Jaynie's birthday! She is now one years old the cutiepie. We all went to town and got birthday hats, snacks and booze for Jay (all except the booze). When we came back Ewan's dad Chris had prepared a buffet. We waited for Lauren, Jack and Lily to get there, had a nice meal and after Jay went to bed we all smoked up. It was genuinely really nice. I left Ewans around half 10 in the evening and fell asleep on the bus! So when I woke up I was on the other side of st mellons at 23.30 at night. Shitting my pants I rang ewan to stay on the phone with me, but then I saw Ben (a guy from ages ago, used to fancy him, this and that) and he walked with me to Tesco and I just popped on another bus, asking the driver to let me in for free cuz I only had a single ticket haha! So yeah, I got home and passed out on the sofa.
Turns out I didn't get that job in Argos, neither did I get the McDonald's customer care assistant vacancy! Wow, the other Mc'Donalds really must given me an awful reference just for not turning up for my last shift.
Okay, well that's it. I'm simultaneously having a fight with my brother whilst writing this post so its getting hard to concentrate. He's such a little disrespectful asshole, but I guess that's most twelve year olds! Sorry to end the post this way. Here I'll post you a load of pictures from the Pirate party for Joe's birthday after Ewan's gig.

Below is Joe and Abbie :)

Ollie

Goooley!

Ewan and Tim

wn the stairs while being passed out upstairs in the band room. Ooopsies

Lucieeeeee

Me and Dan

And some pictures from his band.

Tim, the guitarist.

Photo of me and Josie after the exhibition at Chapter:)

Me and Lucie at the gig.

 AND Jaynieeee! Betcha in a happy mood now, seeing this happy face haha :)

too lazy for anything

I looked weird today, I was wearing two different converses because I couldn't decide. HAHA nobody noticed until like three hours later.
Barry beach was cancelled today and we ended up going down Arman's house, lucky me. It's like 5 minutes away, really rare, because i usually take hours to get anywhere :D So there was Alika, Josie, Arnisa, Me, Lloyd and Arman. We watched this really gross movie called 'Human Centipede' It was just wtf, it was so bad and gross that it was even kinda funny. Somewhere towards the end of the film Lloyd and Arman had the most silly argument ever with Arnisa about whether or not putting up a tent in Blackweir park and staying there overnight is called camping. And then she left, and I felt really awkward because i didn't know what to do and what to say. All the girls ran out after her but I don't really know what to say in situations like these, plus I don't exactly know Arnisa, so I just stayed inside with Lloyd and Arman, It's kinda weird to fight over a thing like that.
awww man, I've been writing this for like three hours. i have so much more to say tho... I'm soo tired. I've been chatting with Sep the whole time >.< He's so cute, I think I kinda like him. But everything's happening so fast, I'm not following it :D  Like I'm a bit confused that's all, but i know that I feel happy which is good. It's like I don't know him at all (if you think about it in general) but then it feels like I do. And that's what confuses me. But you know after the shisha garden thingy, yesterday we ended up holding hands and it felt right. But like my head is shouting at me 'why so fast?'
I'm being weird now ahaha
I can't wait to see the new Harry Potter movie:) But even more I can't wait to go cinema tomorrow with Sep. >.< Aww fuck this i like him. dot dot dot. whatever. I wanna hold his hand. Aw shuush im so stupid aren't I
bye