What does 'using your time wisely' even mean?

Wow, I'm sitting here in complete transs. This song, is just amazing... A new song by Velvet Underground-Candy Says that I've just only dicovered on a playlist. Yes, listen to it, and think. It makes me think about future and possobilities, which is kinda ironic, since I think that the song title hints to cocaine use. But somehow it makes me think of the things I could do with my time in life. I don't think we are meant to find purpose in life. I think that the purpose of life is just to live it, isn't it? I was discussing this with Louise, we had a nice conversation about it in the skate park, near my house, about the meaning of life, the way we spend our time, what we do and how we feel,  and what is the point of feeling or doing certain things we choose to do.

Today, I actually didn't waste away my time. Louise rang me and then came down mine and we cycled to Tesco's to get cigarettes. On our way back we stopped at the skate park for a while  just to sit down and talk. Later, we rode bikes down to Morgan's where we stopped for a bit before we went to Flower Gardens to play basketball (but didn't because the courts were taken) so we just sat down in the grass while Louise and Morg played football, Doob and Dylan were taking photos of each other and Josie was lying with her head on my lap. Such a nice evening. I cycled back to mine around 9pm, which killed me (yep, going uphill for most of it) and I stopped for a ciggie break after 40 minutes of riding, near our college- i dont think having a cigarette helped my short-breathness though. When I got home, and got off my bike I was so ehxausted, I don't know how I made it all the way to my house, high...

I really can't wait to go Camping on Sunday! Haven't been camping in so long, should be tons of fun:)
I've got some photos too. I stopped so many times in St Mellons on my way back, the sky was beauuuutiful!

Morgan

In Action :)

The pretties of local shits.

Josieee

Doob and Morg.

My room at the moment. I was doing some drawing before blogging, with Salvador Dali's book open in front of me, waiting for the inspiration or some sort of ideas to hit me.

And here is Velvet Underground- Candy Say's. Listen.

Saturday soberness

Last night me, the girls and the boys met up at Morgans for Sean's birthday. I didn't originally want to go, as I spent the whole day at home, drinking milkshakes and watching Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. After that I realized how boring it is to actually have nothing to do all day, so I phoned Josie, who was already getting ready and washed, threw on some clothes and left around 10pm. We went to the Full Moon, again! Yeah, dancing to dub step is getting old I seriously wish we went somewhere that played a different variety of music, maybe like Buffalo or Undertone. But yeah it was fun, but I got tired and left around 2. Me and Ewan stayed up till around 3.30 in the morning chatting and then finally went to bed.
I lost my passport aw gawd, yeah I think I left it in Argos, or just lost it, so I'll go down there in a bit. Seriously hope it's there! It would ruin so so much if  did actually lose it.
Today woke up at Ewans again, had coffee and together we went down to Cex to get a video game. Ewan wanted to talk to Theo form British Red Cross, so we went in there and had a little chat him and Barbara, who are now married and living together in a flat. I wanted to buy ice cream with my last pound of money that I had left. On our way back to his when crossing the bridge I wanted to see how a river would look upside down, because we've been talking about how cool the sea looks when you're lying upside down on a beach, in the sand and just pretending that the sky has waves and the land is blue with the odd white puff in it. So I lent over backwards and... It's not as cool as the sea, but I didn't really get a chance  to have a proper look because Ewan ruined it with his lets go triphead. But to be honest from past experience everything looks so much better upside down, I love just lying with my head handing out of my bed and pretending the ceiling is the floor.
Haha, so anyway..... We went back to his, where I am now, just chilling with Jay and Ewan, we might go to the park and walk Scruffy in a bit, so sunny outside woo!
I'll try and post some photos later- I'm thinking of challenging myself to do like a photo every day, and posting it on here every day. Sort of like a summer challenge. Could be quite interesting yeah?

Just a painting by Max Ernst I really like. Its so strangely wonderful.

A background for noise

So I don't know where to start from since I haven't written in so long.
It's Friday, morning, I've just woken up an hour ago at Ewans. We had coffee and cereal for breakfast and since we've just been sitting in his living room- I'm reading Dracula and he's playing guitar.

Yesterday I had a job interview at Argos and am supposed to hear back from them today, whether I've got it or not. I'm not getting my hopes up though, if I don't get it there's nothing I can do. After my interview yesterday I had a wander around Waterstones looking for some good photography books but they don't really have a good major section on it. Anyway, I went home for an hour and changed into more summery clothes. I also packed a blanket, water, some cards and sunglasses so that we could all just lie down in the rec. I left and picked up Louise form her house and then we went to the park to meet Josie and some other people, who left soon after we got there. We lied in the sun for a bit and then went back to Morgan's for a chill. After smoking up we decided to go down to the basketball field and play some, I scored 3, Rosie did like 7. Whoa, who would have known I could possibly like sports haha! Around 1 in the morning I left Morgs and walked all the way to the Riverside. Josie who was actually meant to be back home at 11, just stayed at Morgs and think then walked home with Dylan, but I've got to find out I'm not sure.
So nothing major for today, I've finished college forever now (my art exam, photography projects and media exams whoo hoo!) so just gotta go doctors and pick up my prescription and then nothing to do all day. I might try and get some artwork done, or finish my Dracula book on which I've been stuck for months! I'll buy some fruits make milkshakes and maybe lie in my garden in the sun today.
By the way, I don;t think I've mentioned this, but I got accepted to London Uni of Arts for Photography, so hopefully should be going there on September if we can find a place to live in London (that is me and some students who are also going to be going LCC).

I haven't got any pictures to upload because I'm writing from Ewans computer, but I'll do an update soon with all new pictures I've got :)

Later: ok ive got some pictures, none of them are mine though, all mine are on my film rolls which i cant afford to develop:( 

 

 This is at Reem's in Bristol before Motion.

Me and Ewan at jacks Birthday, bowling