27 May 2011

27.05.2011

i woke up at 7 because of a huge wasp in my room. i don't think it was a wasp tho because it was way way bigger. i ran out and woke up my parents and when my mum checked my room, it was gone, soooo strange.
i went to sleep and woke up at 12 and I'm still tired.
Well basically today i've been hanging in by bedroom, doing maths work and playing guitar and editing the stuff that I've written and trying to make a song, haha. righhty. well its alright but the lyrics are really weird, giggle. they're about creepy horses in my room and other silly things like, well I'll quote ''ripping off my skin'' and ''dark, dark, dark, dark, here comes my darling''


HA all house to myself. But to be honest i plan on studying maths the whole day, because in 3 hours i only did 3 topics out of the 12 I planned on doing today.
Anyways. You know i hate that half and hour in bed, every night before I fall asleep. Its the half an hour when i am being honest to myself and when the truth, that i may have not seen through the day, reveals. And i hate it because it makes me cry. Well sometimes it does. Like Wednesday, on the day of presentation evening. I kinda wanted to cry right before the presentation evening too but i put on a brave face because i didn't want to make my mum sad. yaa that's life. But u know what makes those evening better? The fact that I can write a draft on my phone and when I'm writing i stop crying, so that's good.
Shitty my battery is dead and i cant turn on my phone. i really need to...
Batoul is moving to Splott TODAY!! :O shockedface
And... She's moving to London after exams. That is saddest thing ever...

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